Have you ever heard a song that you feel? Not just with your ears, but inside your body. The notes, the beat, the harmony move through you and refuse to leave. Some music makes your heart beat faster. Some slows it down. Some won’t let your body sit still. Other songs dive so deeply into your soul that they become part of you. You cry, smile, dance, or exhale without even realizing what is happening. Music provides color to scenes or lightens the dark. It can transform a memo

Edit: This was written in 2021. We had a big fight after she said she had been thinking about her first girlfriend whom she dated in 2018 very briefly. We broke up. She asked me to come back. I did. A cycle we continued for 6.5 years. Without you, I fell asleep for an hour and had a dream with you in it. It felt so real. It was sad and scary. I forced myself to wake up because it was making me tremble. I opened my eyes, but the reality is even worse. I told you once that I wo